Sachael31

So here we are again. The beginning of a new year. And I must say this is the first time in years that I am optimistic, at the start of the year. Glad to be back home, glad to be working again, glad that I can change. "The only thing that never changes is change itself"

Life just makes you tke a deep breath in...

I have been thinking for the last few days. Its not that I'm feeling down or depressed, but that, that I'm just alone. I have no one close to me anymore. Its not that I never had friends… I have friends. They just far away. They all went on with their lives and I got left behind. I still talk to them, but we just talk. And that doesn't help. Its not that I'm a horrible person, I just don't know how to, how to talk to someone that I don't know. It's as if a blanket is pulled over me and shields me from the world outside. My point is that I am alone; I don't have anyone to go to, you know, just to go to. And that scares me, because I ha